(Finally) got my iPod back. Last night taylor tried to make me think someone stole it but I...OUT-SMARTED him, and figured out he had it. So anyways, I told him if he didnt give it back I'd tell his mom to whip him where the sun don't shine and he goes OH IT SHINES THERE, which was pretty dumb, and then I just said "HOW DOES THAT WORK" andh e went "what"

He isn't very smart :)

SO ANYWAYSSSS

I went to a football game, it was pretty fun. I ate a whole hell of a lot and met...a guy :[ Heath CONVERSE, haha. He's awesome. And cute.

SOOO, I prank called some people and asked for SLIPPERY NIPPLE and the first person went "PARDON ME" after i asked lmao
Oh, me and my friends ran around the field and screamed FUCK LENNOX (the other team) and flipped off the cheerleaders, then one friend tripped and the other wet her pants

so yeah, it was a good night.

Current Mood: CHIPPER

I got to drive today
It's surprisingly easy on a clutch, I just have trouble starting to move and stopping, otherwise it's not at all hard.

Stupid friend was supposed to call, we were...going to go to McDonald's and play in the play thing ;;
She didn't of course
No one does when they say they will.

Still a little pissed from last night, still don't know what to think.
I'd like to move on, Victor's a pisser.
I try, but something won't let me, and I don't know what it is. Everyday he proves what an asshole he is, and I realize it, and I tell myself "tomorrow i'll be distant to him" and yet I end up, again, going out of my way just to see him.

Best thing to do would be to not let it bother me, I guess. It's hard.

Current Mood: content

so anyways, holy shit i haven't updated this in forever.

My friend just told me what Victor said about me the other day, and half of it I knew, because he told me right out. He said he'd "rather date his mom since me and him are such good friends, we just can't go out" and that he would never date me. Well, he already told me about us being too good of friends, but I'D RATHER DATE MY MOM kind of makes me laugh but it also burns. I feel like i don't know him anymore, at least as of this year.

Kind of odd, though, since today he gave me a picture of him and said he wanted to FIX OUR FRIENDSHIP, and after he handed it to me I said GOOD NOW I CAN MAKE A SHRINE and he just smiled.

What the hell, seriously. I just...don't get him. he's sweet most of the time, but once in a while he makes a total pissant out of himself and says some incredibly dicky things.

Too good of friends to be anything more? You're not going to fucking marry a stranger, and even though this sure as hell isn't marriage it's not much different. I still consider him one of my best friends, even with all the shit he's pulled in the last few weeks.

I can't let go, I say I will, I say I want to, but really, I don't. I sincerely like him for who he CAN be, and lately he isn't that too often.

Whatever. I'm sort of focusing on someone else now, anyway. Someone with the same name is me, how queer is that :D

I gave him and Matt my iPod today, and they listened to it all the way through this gay play on IMMIGRATION CHILDREN'S DREAMS, racism and all that. Anyways, he still has it and I mentioned it to Chris and he goes "Oh, yeah, he was talking about that, he loves the sensation when he shoves it up his anus" he was of course kidding, or at least he was pretty sure :[ So yeah, I won't get it back until at least Monday.

Current Mood: sad sad sad

fuck i am about ready to cry, seriously

i want to talk to josh so bad
i dont think he likes me
because no one ever does

but whatever
he's neat

Current Mood: LONESOME

god what the fuck is wrong with me

i had a dream that i was giving some guy a blowjob, he was fucking hot too, skinny, white, long hair...:(
yeah i need to quit having sexual dreams, it just makes me feel even more LONELY
but oh well giving blowjobs in your dreams is fun :D


i also wasted my whole day sleeping. hopefully i'll get on some sleeping pills before school starts otherwise I'm fucking screwed.

oh i also need to practice my DRUMMMMIINGNGNGNNGNG, i don't even have a month to memorize a whole parade routine lol though drums aren't very challenging, my laziness will be my downfall

Current Mood: naughty

gaflkjfksal I NEED TO POST HERE MOAR

yeah im setting LJ as my homepage so maybe ill remember to

ANYWAYS, i honestly have nothing to say :)
my rainbow scarf, FUCKING AWESOME hat and legwarmers from japan came wooooo~

i am dying my hair red violet in 11 days

Current Mood: shit
Current Music: BLIND MELON

ENFP - The Champion
You scored 90% I to E, 15% N to S, 28% F to T, and 78% J to P!
Your type is known as the Champion type, which is part of the larger group called idealists. Nothing occurs that does not have some deep and ethical significance in your eyes. You see life as an exciting drama. You are very charismatic, yet tend to be too harsh on yourself for not being as genuine as you think you should be. 3% of the population shares your type.
As a romantic partner, you need to talk about what is going on in your life. You are a strong supporter for your partner's efforts to grow and change and be happy. You need to feel that same support from your partner. Expressive, optimistic, and curious, you are eager to enjoy new experiences with your partner, whom you wish to be your confidant and soul mate, as well as play mate. You are uncomfortable sharing negative emotion, though, and tend to withdraw from confrontation and process your feelings privately. You feel most loved when your partner appreciates your creativity, accepts your uniqueness, and sees you as the compassionate person you are. You need to hear your partner tell you how much you mean to them and would love if they did thoughtful spontaneous things to demonstrate it.
Your group summary: idealists (NF)
Your type summary: ENFP



Wow, that describes me perfectly :(
Shit I need to post here more often

Current Location: my room
Current Mood: lazy

vkan jkwrgfsd i'm fukken tired.

I had to wake up at 11 this morning since some family might come today, so i could shower and all that. i didnt get to bed until at least 5, i couldn't sleep

so anyways, i jsut finished showering and now i'm off to straighten my hair, OH JOY
then i have to clean

and i MIGHT be getting a new phone today or tomorrow, and if not next week so WOOPEE

Current Location: chair
Current Mood: tiiiiiiiiiiiiiiired

I had the stupidest dream last night, christ. I was at this girl's house, and she hadrecently remodled her house and added a "CELLAR". So anyways, we were outside just...hanging out I guess, and we spotted a bunch of funnel clouds. We watched them for a while and then all of a sudden they merged into one huge, FUCKIGN SCARY, tornado. So we were like SHIT of course and we went down inher "CELLAR". But it was pointless, because even though you couldn't tell from the outside, the "CELLAR" wasn't even underground, but we stayed down there anyways. Somehow we figured out hte tornado has eyes, or could at least see us, so we shut all the windows, pulled all the blinds, etc. Then we peeked out one of the windows and could see her parents riding a golfcart drunk i guess, anyways, somehow the tornado grew legs and stomped on them and uh, killed them i think. SO ANYWAYS, after that we crouched on the ground and just waited for the storm to be over. The tornado, which, by the way, turned into a giant, stomped into the room but missed us. Then all of a sudden the tornado-giant...thing was normal sized, and to make him stop I start rubbing his PENIS. Then the dream blacked out and when it cameback my vagina hurt and we were naked.

Alright, seriously, WHATTHEFUCK, who dreams about having sex with a tornado in someone's basement? My dreams are fucking weird, I keep having these really sexual dreams, and I don't know what to think. I guess I'm just horny or something :(


Anyways, a few days ago Allison IMed me and told me she dumped Victor so i could go for him, and of course I was like YESSSSS. So yesterday Victor signed on and his fucking msn name was "Hello i am singal again" (faggot can't even spell) and I IMed him like HEEEEEY VICTOR and he said "hey im single again"so I was like, okay, now would be a good time to ask him I guess. So I said "Well, you know I'm ALWAYS open and I REALLY like you. So will you go out with me?" and he said "NO SRY" and then I said "Christ, no one will ever like me." and he goes "i no". Fucking DICK, Why put that you're single in your sn and then fucking IM me and tell me that you are when you know I fucking LOVE you? Bleh, makes me mad. I really liked him, too. But he's just been a dick latley. he's so great in real life, It' weird. I dunno, I might end up calling him and asking him to hang or something, maybe that'll work.

But whatever, I really feel like pouring out my feelings in writing latley, but I honestly hate the idea of an online journal. I might jsut end up writing in one. I don't have a problem with any of my interweb friends reading this, I just like paper + pencil better. SO WE'LL SEE.

and um, ignore any typoes. I dont feel like re-reading this, plus my BRAND NEW LAPTOP's spacebar is already giving out. Fucking piece of SHIT.

Current Location: couch
Current Mood: SCHMUCK
Current Music: red hot chili peppers

i am watching DAVE CHAPPELLE

god i am so bored, i have nothing to say either, i jsut felt like making a journal :)

Current Location: COUCH
Current Mood: relaxed
Current Music: nirvana